The Departure of St. Palamon, the Father of the Monks
On this day also, of the year 316 A.M., the saint Anba Palamon the
anchorite, departed.
On this day also, of the year 316 A.M., the saint Anba Palamon the
anchorite, departed. He was an anchorite in the Eastern Mount in a town
called El-Kasre and El-Sayad, district of Nagaa-Hammady, governorate of Quena.
The Devil was weary of tempting this father, and failed to overcome him. The
Devil took every chance to direct his snares against him.
One day, the man of God Anba Palamon rose up, took the work of his hand,
and walked toward the countryside of Egypt. While he was walking in his way,
he was weeping for his sins. The enemy of the good led him astray in the
mountain, for seven days, until he was close to death from hunger and thirst,
for it was summer. Finally, he collapsed, fell on the ground, wishing to die.
God, the lover of mankind, wished not to leave His servant Anba Palamon fall
prey to the devil, so He ordered the devil to leave him. When the old man
realized that, he cried saying, "O Lord Jesus Christ help me."
Instantly he heard a voice saying to him, "Do not be afraid, for the
enemy can not overcome you. Rise and walk a short distance to the south. You
shall find a righteous old monk whose name is Talasoun. Tell him about all
that the devil has brought on you, and the grievous sin that he tempted you
with in your young age. He will pray on your behalf so that your sins will be
forgiven." The blessed Anba Palamon rose up, carried the works of his
hands, and walked in the mount reciting Psalm fifty four, "Save me, O
God, by Your name, And vindicate me by Your strength. Hear my prayer, O God;
Give ear to the words of my mouth. For strangers have risen up against me,
And oppressors have sought after my life; They have not set God before them.
Behold, God is my helper; The Lord is with those who uphold my life. He will
repay my enemies for their evil. Cut them off in Your truth. I will freely
sacrifice to You; I will
praise Your name, O LORD, for it is good. For He has delivered me out of
all trouble; And my eye has seen its desire upon my enemies." He also
recited Psalms 68, "Let God arise, Let His enemies be scattered; Let
those also who hate Him flee before Him. As smoke is driven away, So drive
them away; As wax melts before the fire, So let the wicked perish at the
presence of God. But let the righteous be glad; Let them rejoice before God;
Yes, let them rejoice exceedingly." He did not cease praying until God
guided him to the place of Anba Talasoun. When Anba Talasoun saw him, he
rejoiced exceedingly, greeted him, held his hand and pulled him up the rock
where he lived. They prayed, then sat down talking about the greatness of
God. Anba Talasoun asked Anba Palamon about how he found his way to come to
visit him in this wilderness.
Then Anba Palamon started crying and kneeled, saying, "Please forgive
me O my beloved holy father." Anba Talasoun said, "The Lord Jesus
Christ forgives to all of us all our transgressions." Anba Palamon
replied saying, "I am ashamed to tell you, O my holy father, about the
enormous sin that befell me by the Devil without knowing." Anba Talasoun
told him, "It is written 'Confess your faults one to another, and pray
one for another, that you may be healed.'"
When Anba Palamon saw that the blessed Anba Talasoun was comforting and
encouraging him, he started to tell him, "While I was living in the
monastery, I asked God to forgive me my sins. I also read in the holy books
of the fathers which are inspired by the Spirit of God, that solitary life
brings forth the fear of God, and God despises mockery and laughing for no
reason. So I decided to live a solitary life in my small home, to not talk to
anyone, and never to laugh, but to cry on my sins by day and night.
The Devil often fought against me. He tried to please my heart with
laughter but I did not heed him, and I never cursed. I fought for a long time
through these tribulations, steadfast in the salvation of our Lord Christ
until the enemy was wrath with me. One day I took the work of my hands,
walked in the mount to go to sell it and buy a little of bread. After I was
at a considerable distance from my abode, the Devil captivated me, and right
away I lost my mind. He removed the Name of God from my mouth and I was no
longer reciting the Divine sayings. The mount changed entirely before me, the
sandy earth became black. When I looked before me I saw a new city, had
splendid buildings, magnificent houses, rich palaces, and the city had
shining armored gat which was fortified as a city of a king, surrounded by
trees and gardens. When I saw it, I wondered about this city and its great
distinction."When I inclined to enter the city thinking that its people
might buy from me the work of my hands. As I came close to the walls of the
city, I found a turning water wheel (sakieh), and I saw a sorrowful woman.
Her face was very gloomy. Her clothes were torn and her veil covered her eyes
for the sake of decency. She was standing beside the well, running the water
wheel and watering the vines. When she saw me, she sat down, covered her head
and said, 'Bless me O my holy father.' In hast she put down the baskets
before me then said, 'Sit down and rest O my beloved father for you had
become tired from what you have carried.' She sat me down beside running
water, she took water in her hands, poured it on my feet, and washed them as
someone taking blessings. She acted as a woman of a rich man. I asked her, 'O
faithful woman, tell me, if I enter this city with the work of my hands would
I find one who would buy it from me?' She said, 'Yes, they would buy it from
you. Nevertheless, leave it and I will buy it from you, and I will give you
all that you need. For I was married to a rich man who died recently and left
me much money and herds of cattle. I pick the fruits of these enormous vines,
and I do not have anyone to oversee it. I wish to have a man like you, to
whom I can hand all my possessions, to handle the way he sees fit. So if you
accept, O my holy father, to come and oversee my house and to take charge of
all my possessions, I will take you as a husband.' I replied, 'If the monk
gets married, shame and disgrace follow him.' Then the woman told me, 'If you
do not take me as a wife, be an overseer for my possessions. You supervise it
during the day, for I own fields, cattle, barns, vineyards, slaves and maiden
servants, and when the night falls you shall fulfill your prayers.' Then she
rose up, and took me to her house. She prepared a table of different kinds of
foods and placed it before me. Afterwards, she went to her room, and put on
expensive and extravagant clothes, then came and embraced me. I was surprised
and I held fast to the power of God almighty, and crossed myself with the
sign of the cross. All that I saw immediately vanished as the smoke before
the winds, and nothing of what this woman did remained.
"Instantly, I realized that all of this was the doing of the Devil
who wished to make me fall in sin. I cried bitterly, and regretted much what
I had done. The Lord had compassion on me with His tender mercy, and sent me
His angel who comforted me, and promised the forgiveness of my sins and told
me, 'Go to the saint Anba Talasoun who is nearby you, and confess to him your
sins. Tell him that you have come to him so that the Lord may forgive your
sins through his prayers.'" The saint Anba Talasoun prayed saying,
"O my son may the Lord forgive you and myself." Subsequently, a
table came down from heaven, they ate, then Anba Palamon returned to his
place of worship in peace. This Saint received the gift of healing from God.
The beasts were friendly to him, he fed them by his hands, and they licked
his feet. He lived naked, so God lengthened his hair until it covered his
whole body. He fasted the whole week, only ate on Saturday and Sunday. He ate
a half loaf of bread that God sent him with the raven. Often he ate from the
vegetation of the mount. He was merciful, compassionate, and tender like His
creator. When the night fell, he went down from his place of worship, to
visit the prisoners, orphans, widowers, those in trouble, and the sojourners,
as his strength allowed him, to help them from the price of the works of his
hands.
St. Palamon was fervent in his asceticism and worship. He persevered, all
the days of his life, in the daily and nightly prayers, and watching all
night in ascetic worships. St. Pachomius17, the father of the
monastic cenobite, was the disciple of this saint. When St. Pachomius18
rejected paganism and adopted Christianity, he wished to live a life of
asceticism and worship, so the priest of his hometown directed him to go to
the great hermit Anba Palamon.
Pachomius handed the care for the poor and the needy in his town
to another elder monk, and went to Anba
Palamon. When he arrived, he knocked the door of his cell. The old man looked
from an aperture and asked him, "Who are
you O brother? and what do you want?" Pachomius answered
hastily, "I, O blessed father, looking for the Christ the God Whom you
do worship, and I beg
your fatherhood to accept me and to make me a monk." Abba Palamon
told him, "O my son,
monasticism is not an unrestricted labor, and the man does not come into
it as he pleases, for many had
adopted it not knowing its hardships, and when they adopted it they could
not endure it, and you have
heard about it without knowing its contention."
Pachomius replied, "Do not turn my request, and my desire, and do not
put off the flame of my zeal.
Accept me, be patient with me, and examine me, and afterward do whatever
you see fit with me." The
old man told him, "Go, O my son test your self alone for a period of
time, then come back to me for I
am willing to labor with you as much as my weakness allows so you might
know your own self. The
monastic piety needs toughness and asceticism, and I will teach you first
its extent. Then you go and
examine your self if you could endure the matter or not. My intent in
that, God knows, is for the sake
of your teaching and discipline and not for any other reason. When we, O
my beloved son, knew the
vanity and trickery of this world, we came to this distant place, and
carried on our shoulders the cross
of our Christ, not the wooden rod, but the overcoming of the flesh,
subduing its lusts, and wasting its
power. We spent the night praying and glorifying God. Often we vigil from
sun set till the morning
praying and working much with our hands, making either ropes, braid palm
fibers, weave palm leaves
or hair to resist sleep and to have what our bodies need and to feed the
poor as the apostle said,
'remember the needy.' We entirely do not know the eating of oil, cooked
food or drinking liquors. We
fast till the evening of the summer days, and two days at a time during
the winter then we break the fast
by eating only bread and salt. We keep away the boredom by remembering
death, and how close it is.
We refute every pride and exaltation and guard ourselves from evil
thoughts by humility and piety. By
this ascetic strive that is accomplished by the grace of God, we offer our
souls a living sacrifice,
acceptable to God, not only once but many times. For according to the
strive and how much we exert
ourselves in it, we realize spiritual gifts, remembering the saying of the
Lord, "Those overcame
themselves, seize the Kingdom of Heaven."
When Pachomius heard from Abba Palamon these sayings that he never heard
before, he was more
assured by the spirit, and was encouraged on facing the hardships and
endure the pains. He replied
saying, "I am confident in the Lord Christ first, and by the support
of your prayers second, I would be
able to fulfill all the precepts, and persevere with you till death."
Pachomius then kneeled before him and kissed his hand. The old man
preached him and instructed him
about the importance of mortifying the flesh, the humility and contrition
of the heart. He told him, "If
you kept what I told you, did not go back, or vacillate between two
opinions, we will rejoice with
you." Then he told him, "Do you think my son that by all what I
mentioned to you from asceticism,
praying, watching and fasting we ask for the glory of men, no my son, it
is not like that. We lead you to
the works of salvation so we would be blameless, for it is written every
apparent thing is light, and we
must through many tribulations enter the kingdom of heaven. Now go back to
your abode so you
might examine your self and test her for few days for what you are asking
is not an easy task."
Pachomius answered him saying, "I have examined myself in every
thing, and I hope with the Grace of
God and your holy prayers, that your heart would be pleased toward
me." The old man answered,
"Well."
Anba Palamon accepted him with joy, then left him for ten days testing him
in prayer, watching and
fasting. Three month later and after he tested his patience, endurance,
strife and will, he prayed over
him, clipped off his hair, and put on him the garb of the monks (El-Eskeem)
in year 304 A.D.
They persevered together on asceticism and prayer as they worked in their
spare times in weaving hair
and knitting clothes to gain their bare necessities, and what they spared
they gave to the needy.
Whenever they were vigilance and the sleep overcame them, they went out
their cells and moved sand
from one place to another to exhaust their bodies and remove the sleep
away from them. The old man
went on preaching the young man and encouraging him saying, "Be
courageous O Pachomius, let your
devotion to God always be flamed with the fire of love, and be before Him,
in fear, humility, and
persevering in praying and kneeling without boredom. Be watchful lest the
tempter examine you and
grief you."
It came in the biography of St. Pachomius in a manuscript in the monastery
of El-Baramous the
following:
One day someone knocked on the door of Sts. Palamon and Pachomius to visit
them, and he spent the
night with them. The pride and self-reliance had overcome that person.
While they were talking about
the words of God and before them was fire, for it was winter, the guest
told them, "Whoever of you
has strong faith in God, let him rise up, stand on this blazing embers,
and recite the prayer which the
Lord had taught to His disciples." When the old man St. Palamon heard
that, he admonished him
saying, "Cursed is the defiled devil who planted this thought in your
heart. so stop talking." The guest
did not head to the words of the old man and said, "I, I would."
He rose up and stood on the blazing
coal while saying the Lord's prayer slowly. Then he stepped out the fire
which did not touch his body
with any harm, and went to his abode with arrogance. Pachomius told Anba
Palamon, "God knows
that I marveled about this brother who stood on the amber and his feet did
not burn." The old man
replied saying, "Do not be amazed for there is no doubt that this
from the work of the Devil. The Lord
had allowed his feet not to be burned as it is written to the crooked, God
sends crooked ways. Believe
me O my son, if you know the torment that is prepared for him, you will be
weeping for his
wretchedness."
The Devil came to this man in the form of a woman and enticed him to allow
her to enter his cell.
Because of the pride and the blindness of his perception, he did not
realize the danger that surrounded
him. The lust filled his heart toward her, and immediately the devil
struck and threw him on the ground
and he remained as a dead man for a day. When he regained his conscious
and his faculties, he went to
Abba Palamon weeping and remorseful for what he had done. He asked for
their help and prayers for
the devil had captivated him by his own free will. While he was talking to
them, the old man and his
disciple were weeping, the evil spirit suddenly came over him. He went to
the mountain, and he lost his
mind. He was astray for a period of time, then he threw himself in a fire
which burned him. When the
old man knew that, he was grieved. His disciple asked him, "How God
allowed this to happen to him
after he confessed and asked for repentance with tears and remorse."
The Abba answered, "God with
His foreknowledge knew that the repentance of this brother was not
sincere, so He allowed him to reap
what he did."
While St. Pachomius was still staying with his teacher Anba Palamon, one
day he was wondering in the
wilderness, and he came to the village of Tabanseen. When he was praying,
the angel of the Lord
appeared and told him, "O Pachomius, with the order of the Lord,
build a monastery in the spot that
your are standing on, hence many will come to you seeking
monasticism." He returned to the old man
Anba Palamon and told him what the angel had told him, and his intention
of fulfilling the Will of God.
Anba Palamon was sad for the departure of his disciple and said, "How
could you leave me after seven
years you spent with me in obedience and submission and I am an old man. I
see that it is easier on me
to accompany you than you leaving me."
They moved south until they came to Tabanseen, and started to build a
monastery. That was in the year
311 A.D., and Pachomius was thirty years old. When they finished building
the monastery, Anba
Palamon told his disciple Pachomius, "My beloved son I long to return
to my cell and the place of my
solitude. I had known that God had appointed you to establish this
monastery, which will grow and be
filled with God pleasing monks. You shall receive power and long suffering
to manage them. As of my
self, I have became old, weak, and the time of my departure had drew near.
So I see that my solitary
life is best for me. Nevertheless, I ask from your kindness that you do
not deprive me from seeing you
from now and then. I shall come to visit you as the few days left for me
allow." They were separated
after they prayed with each other, and they visited each other. In one of
the visits of Anba Palamon, he
became ill and departed to the Lord that he served and loved since his
young age. Anba Pachomius
took the blessings of his teacher, shrouded and buried him.
Many wonders and miracles have been attributed to this saint. An ancient
church in his name is located
in the town of El-Kasre and El-Sayad in a monastery named after him which
had other churches in the
name of the Virgin St. Mary, the archangel Michael, St. Mercurius Abu-Saifain,
and St. Demianah. A
great festival celebration is celebrated annually in his feast day.